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new lj name [09 Jan 2005|11:24pm]
new lj name..
imafukinrabit

comment so i can add u to frineds
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[09 Jan 2005|04:28pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | 2nd heartbeat ~a7x~ ]

MY DAD SAID HES TAKING ME TO GET A PHONE TONIGHT!
IM SO F-ING HAPPY
ILL POST MY NUMBER IF HE ACTUALLY FOLLOWS THROUGH WITH IT
OOOOOH MY GOSH
YAY FINALLY!!
im calling EVERYONE tonight lol

6 put up a fight   struggle

[09 Jan 2005|12:54pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | chapter four ~a7x~ ]

im aboutto wring someones neck

...*grabs knife*...

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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dont close your heart [09 Jan 2005|12:36pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | him ]

know how it feels to be on your own
In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone
Where you are alone
And tired of breathing
It's all going wrong
And you just can't stand the pain any more
You're too numb to believe in
In anything

Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Darling don't let me down

I know how easy it is to let go
Surrender to despair lurking at your door
To lose your soul and all your feelings
Strenght all gone
And so many things left unsaid
And deeds undone
You've stopped caring
'Cause it's all in vain

Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Darling don't let me down

You are so alone
And tired of breathing
It's all going wrong
And you just can't stand the pain

Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Baby just don't close your heart
Darling don't let me down
Don't let me down
Don't let me down
Just don't let me down

2 put up a fight   struggle

[09 Jan 2005|11:08am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | him ]

ITS MY BIRTHDAY
i woke up to flowers...then my mom said i had a delivery..and my best friend in the entire world brought mem this adorable balloon thngy with a card and money and a funny little inside jok thing
i love u annie!
and then....i got online...and thats it soo far..but thats cool!!! w00t
ill post pics of my hair later


~*~Linz~*~

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[08 Jan 2005|09:48pm]
[ mood | dissapointed ]
[ music | second heartbeat ~a7x~ ]

im not having a good night
but i fixed my layout
so its better-ish
my dad thought my birthday was in february
im about ready to kill that man
and i died my hair
i like it
so i dont care if u dont
and im doing absolutely nothing for my b-day
i dont really mind
but still..like i kinda feel like no one relaly cared u kno?
its ok tho..
i dont need a huge fiesta w00t w00t kinda thing
but i at least wanted to like hang out withf red or somehting but hes got practice...
:/ o well

11 put up a fight   struggle

[08 Jan 2005|04:19pm]
ok i have to go but i left my lj a mess..
so im just letting u know
i am aware it looks like shit and its "UNDER CONSTRUCTION"
kk?
k bye
4 put up a fight   struggle

[08 Jan 2005|02:47pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | bite to break skin ]

Tomarows my b-day, and io dont think it'llim not even gonna have like, a party or anything...maybe a few friends over or somethin. i like that more than anything
well except forthe fact that me and fred have ben kinda "grrr die bitch" with eachoterh lately
and its made me sad (right before my birthday too)
i hung out with zach, and michael, and courtney, and fred last night
and i felt stupid cuz i cried
and then, we saw matt, and max (who always has the coolest shirts...and im jealous)
and i saw austin
i havent seen him in so long
it was weird
annie ditched me
but she liked the movie so it was good
and then we drank sunny delight
and then we went to mcdonalds today ("they come for the food,but they stay for the ladies") and i got a salad cuz i didnt feel like cloging my arteries..just not in a arterie clogging mood i guess
now im looking for what cell fone id like cuz my parenst are finaly caving and are gonna get me one for my birthday
my frineds didnt care lol
thx for the support guys
i sang "ice ice baby" all night
i think i annoyed people...thats ok
and i had lady ina blue dress stuck in my head
and annie was being all stupid and told someone they looked emo-liscious
dunno where that came from but i like that word lol
k wll all for now!

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[04 Jan 2005|09:21pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | vermillion pt. 2 yes again (fuck u if u care) ]

all i have to say is fuck u fred...i dont get u and u i tell u alot of stuff yet u ..practically deceived me in a way!

11 put up a fight   struggle

[02 Jan 2005|08:05pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | stone sour ]

god damnit
i hate when I dont know what people think of me
like honestly
and the thing is that i dont even know what my closest freidns think of me
and that scares me
becuz they could be saying im a huge bitch behind my back
that just bugs me alot


p.s. my b-days next sunday
w00t
its not on a school day..sniff
o well!!!
and i have hole in my jeans
so i need to find out how to make another hole in the other knee without totally screwing up my pants
o well..ill just callit like..vintage? lol

7 put up a fight   struggle

[02 Jan 2005|07:23pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | please dont let it go ]

ok so today i ended up going with fred, zach (yay) and max
it was sooo interesting
actually it wasnt that weird...
all i remember specifically was fred and max strangling zach
umm...seeing meet the fockers(again)
other stuff...(;])
annnd like...max dancing alot
oh and im very jealous of this hat max bought...it had a flower...but he took it off
it still rocked...
and then i got home, looked in the mirror and i looked like a fucking racoon on steroids! my makeup got all screwy and due to the fact that i was with all guys no one could tell me to fix it..nooo more of those movie trips..theres gotta be at least one girl to make sure my makeups ok!
aah!
anywyas....im kinda bored now!
today was fun tho...except for the fact when everyone yelled at me cuz i wouldnt walk around the pole...but its thier fault i didnt becuz i woulda if fred hadnt tried to like..push me and drag/carry me over ther...i dont wunna be pushed around, and he should know that by now (couh*fred im dissapointed in you* cough) then they said they'd hate me if didnt which made mne even more upset, and on top of that i had a terrible morning...but they couldnt have known that so i wont hold it agianst them,..but then after that everyone acted madat me
and im kinda upset about that
oh, and i've decided that im pretty damn stupid with ..like..everything!

so thats all

♥ Linz ♥

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[02 Jan 2005|11:40am]
[ mood | tired.. and bored ]
[ music | vermillion pt. 2 ~slipknot~ ]

well, um..last night me and fred made plans to go to the movies..with claire i think
and so i told him to call me in the morning..
i woke up and saw 6 f-ing missed calls/..loser
and so we r going to the movies!
w00t
i dunno what we r seeing
but rite now im watching anne franks diary...its old but ok
it made me cry
O AND I SAW PHANTOM OF THE OPERA LAST NIGHT
i was pised that that little shallow bitch choose the raul over the phantom
dumb fag!
lol... i woulda choosen the phantom thats al i have to say
and the singin was really good
its was just an awesome movie..
anywyas
im al read to go but hes at chruch haha!!!!!!
and im bored

wtf i dont recall anne frank falling in love in the book...maybe im wrong
anywyas bye

♥ Linzey ♥

4 put up a fight   struggle

[01 Jan 2005|11:45am]
[ mood | fucking bee's ]
[ music | tiny vessels ~deathcab for cutie~ ]

today )

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[31 Dec 2004|12:27pm]
[ mood | w00t w00t ]
[ music | emotional drought ~chevelle~ ]

butterfly kisses ROCK!!! )

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MTV(7 question) personality quiz: Female version [31 Dec 2004|10:46am]
[ mood | thnking thinking thinking ]
[ music | All That's Left ~thrice~ ]

1. If I were on "The Real World" which part would I play(eg. the bitch,drunken idiot, etc.)?~x~
2. If I were on "True Life" what would the title of the episode be?~x~
3. If I were on "Made", what should I be made into?~x~
4. If I were in a music video, what band would it be for, what song, and what would my part be?~x~
5. If I were on "Laguna Beach" would I be the Morgan, Christina, Lo, L.c., Or Krysten of the group(explain why)?~x~
6. What Mtv star (male) would I date?~x~
7. Identify me to one person on mtv frequently and explain why I remind you of them?~x~



Answer these!!!!!<333

Linzey <3<3<3<3<3<3 ♥

 struggle

[29 Dec 2004|05:22pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | bleed american ~j.e.w~ ]

i found this in jessica's lj~~~

<3 10 questions-

For the girls:
1. If I died today, what would you do?:
2. If I was crying over a guy, what would you do?:
3. If you heard that my boyfriend was cheating on me but you promised you wouldn't tell me, would you tell me anyways?:
4. Do you honestly love me as a friend?:
5. How many times would you visit me in the hospital if I was dying?:
6. Do you ever talk about me behind my back?:
7. Do I pop up in conversations daily (in the good way, or bad)?:
8. Has a guy ever asked you if I was single/for my number/about me?:
9. How would you describe me to someone who's never meet me?:
10. Is there anything about me you envy or anything about me you hate?:

For the guys:
1. If I died today, what would you do?:
2. Do you talk about me when I'm not around? If so, good or bad?:
3. What's a physical characteristic about me that you dislike?:
4. What's a physical characteristic about me you do like?:
5. Am I a guys girl? Or am I more of a girlfriend type?:
6. Would you date me?:
7. If I said I love you, how would you react?:
8. Do guys talk bad about me behind my back?:
9. How would you classify me? (any adjective):
10. Have you ever wanted to kiss me?:

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all i heard was sacrifice? [29 Dec 2004|09:57am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | bleed american ~jimmy eat world ]

wow i hurt my hand

well a couple days ago..
i just never wrote about it
i tried to catch scissors and the blade kiled my hand...
it hurts like a bitch but it doesnt look gorss anymore
but yesterday fredmade me give him a high five and i was stupid and made it hurt more...
it still hurts fred...it still hurts...

:(

<333

Lindsay

5 put up a fight   struggle

[29 Dec 2004|09:25am]
[ mood | *snore noise, snore noise* ]
[ music | slow dance ~ ]

oooo wow im tired...
and kinda bored
and im not on aim...cuz im too lazy to get outa my room n go to the other comp
and now im watching buffy the vampire slayer
:D
its weird lately, like everything going right, but it feels weird lol
which is a good weird!
and im tired, heres my plan for today:
get dressed (all that jazz)
go to saks to exchange j.c. sweater for white instead of black
come home and put on p.j.'s
sleep till mom comes...
sleep in car on way to moms
and sleep at moms
~~~~~~~~~~
w00t
i<3 sleeping!

ive been trying to fix my user pic allll friggen morning..

its not working

and my 14th b-day is next sunday!!!!!

my dads leaving for 4 weeks on the 16th and im actually gonna miss him

and yesterday i wanted to hang out with a certain two people, but ones in another state

well...i'm gonna update later..or not not sure yet! i just like the comments;...even tho i barely ever gte any!!! hint hint!

<3
Linz



~*~comment on how u'd sum me up in 3 words~*~ <333

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bound to fall full force [27 Dec 2004|11:24pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | my plague ~slipknot~ ]

movies )

11 put up a fight   struggle

[27 Dec 2004|03:44pm]
[ mood | little upset, nothing big ]
[ music | no idea what im listening to ]

my...day? )

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