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  <title>That's all he really wanted</title>
  <subtitle>And i never even saw</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>Reklessly Devoted</name>
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  <updated>2005-01-10T06:30:28Z</updated>
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    <title>new lj name</title>
    <published>2005-01-10T06:30:28Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-10T06:30:28Z</updated>
    <content type="html">new lj name..&lt;br /&gt;imafukinrabit&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;comment so i can add u to frineds</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:22141</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-09T16:28:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-09T23:35:41Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-09T23:35:41Z</updated>
    <lj:music>2nd heartbeat ~a7x~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">MY DAD SAID HES TAKING ME TO GET A PHONE TONIGHT!&lt;br /&gt;IM SO F-ING HAPPY&lt;br /&gt;ILL POST MY NUMBER IF HE ACTUALLY FOLLOWS THROUGH WITH IT&lt;br /&gt;OOOOOH MY GOSH&lt;br /&gt;YAY FINALLY!!&lt;br /&gt;im calling EVERYONE tonight lol</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:21815</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-09T12:54:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-09T20:05:14Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-09T20:05:14Z</updated>
    <lj:music>chapter four ~a7x~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">im aboutto wring someones neck&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...*grabs knife*...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr&lt;br /&gt;grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr&lt;br /&gt;dkjfnskfjbalkfjbdjbfajdlfbgdsklbgljfdbgajdfgbljadfb gadfbgvksjdiqgbliewbgfiefbgskjfdbgkgbigdsgfibgfbgfnjkbEKJERGRBGUBERLGBADGJGAAGBGRBREGBRKELGBJF FUCKING A SDFHALGFHALKJGBLKSDBGLSDKBGLSDAJNFAIJBERIWKJFBKALSJBNDFBAWGLKSJDGBLDFGKJBAGKJSNDFNBCVASLDGASJDNGKJSBDJKGASLDGKAJSBJFSDKLGLAAAHGLAAAAAHHHLDSKFKLJFNALARGHHHHSSKFJFKSDIKSUEJD</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:21628</id>
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    <title>dont close your heart</title>
    <published>2005-01-09T19:43:13Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-09T19:43:13Z</updated>
    <lj:music>him</lj:music>
    <content type="html">know how it feels to be on your own &lt;br /&gt;In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone &lt;br /&gt;Where you are alone &lt;br /&gt;And tired of breathing &lt;br /&gt;It's all going wrong &lt;br /&gt;And you just can't stand the pain any more &lt;br /&gt;You're too numb to believe in &lt;br /&gt;In anything &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Baby just don't close your heart &lt;br /&gt;Baby just don't close your heart &lt;br /&gt;Baby just don't close your heart &lt;br /&gt;Darling don't let me down &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know how easy it is to let go &lt;br /&gt;Surrender to despair lurking at your door &lt;br /&gt;To lose your soul and all your feelings &lt;br /&gt;Strenght all gone &lt;br /&gt;And so many things left unsaid &lt;br /&gt;And deeds undone &lt;br /&gt;You've stopped caring &lt;br /&gt;'Cause it's all in vain &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Baby just don't close your heart &lt;br /&gt;Baby just don't close your heart &lt;br /&gt;Baby just don't close your heart &lt;br /&gt;Darling don't let me down &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are so alone &lt;br /&gt;And tired of breathing &lt;br /&gt;It's all going wrong &lt;br /&gt;And you just can't stand the pain &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Baby just don't close your heart &lt;br /&gt;Baby just don't close your heart &lt;br /&gt;Baby just don't close your heart &lt;br /&gt;Darling don't let me down &lt;br /&gt;Don't let me down &lt;br /&gt;Don't let me down &lt;br /&gt;Just don't let me down</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:21289</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-09T11:08:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-09T18:21:37Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-09T18:21:37Z</updated>
    <lj:music>him</lj:music>
    <content type="html">ITS MY BIRTHDAY&lt;br /&gt;i woke up to flowers...then my mom said i had a delivery..and my best friend in the entire world brought mem this adorable balloon thngy with a card and money and a funny little inside jok thing&lt;br /&gt;i love u annie!&lt;br /&gt;and then....i got online...and thats it soo far..but thats cool!!! w00t&lt;br /&gt;ill post pics of my hair later&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*~Linz~*~</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:21217</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-08T21:48:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-09T04:48:51Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-09T04:48:51Z</updated>
    <lj:music>second heartbeat ~a7x~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">im not having a good night&lt;br /&gt;but i fixed my layout&lt;br /&gt;so its better-ish&lt;br /&gt;my dad thought my birthday was in february&lt;br /&gt;im about ready to kill that man&lt;br /&gt;and i died my hair&lt;br /&gt;i like it&lt;br /&gt;so i dont care if u dont&lt;br /&gt;and im doing absolutely nothing for my b-day&lt;br /&gt;i dont really mind&lt;br /&gt;but still..like i kinda feel like no one relaly cared u kno?&lt;br /&gt;its ok tho..&lt;br /&gt;i dont need a huge fiesta w00t w00t kinda thing&lt;br /&gt;but i at least wanted to like hang out withf red or somehting but hes got practice...&lt;br /&gt;:/ o well</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:20704</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-08T16:19:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-08T23:25:47Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-08T23:25:47Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ok i have to go but i left my lj a mess..&lt;br /&gt;so im just letting u know&lt;br /&gt;i am aware it looks like shit and its "UNDER CONSTRUCTION"&lt;br /&gt;kk?&lt;br /&gt;k bye</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:20432</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-08T14:47:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-08T22:05:40Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-08T22:05:40Z</updated>
    <lj:music>bite to break skin</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Tomarows my b-day, and io dont think it'llim not even gonna have like, a party or anything...maybe a few friends over or somethin. i like that more than anything&lt;br /&gt;well except forthe fact that me and fred have ben kinda "grrr die bitch" with eachoterh lately&lt;br /&gt;and its made me sad (right before my birthday too)&lt;br /&gt;i hung out with zach, and michael, and courtney, and fred last night&lt;br /&gt;and i felt stupid cuz i cried&lt;br /&gt;and then, we saw matt, and max (who always has the coolest shirts...and im jealous)&lt;br /&gt;and i saw austin&lt;br /&gt;i havent seen him in so long&lt;br /&gt;it was weird&lt;br /&gt;annie ditched me&lt;br /&gt;but she liked the movie so it was good&lt;br /&gt;and then we drank sunny delight&lt;br /&gt;and then we went to mcdonalds today ("they come for the food,but they stay for the ladies") and i got a salad cuz i didnt feel like cloging my arteries..just not in a arterie clogging mood i guess&lt;br /&gt;now im looking for what cell fone id like cuz my parenst are finaly caving and are gonna get me one for my birthday&lt;br /&gt;my frineds didnt care lol&lt;br /&gt;thx for the support guys&lt;br /&gt;i sang "ice ice baby" all night&lt;br /&gt;i think i annoyed people...thats ok&lt;br /&gt;and i had lady ina blue dress stuck in my head&lt;br /&gt;and annie was being all stupid and told someone they looked emo-liscious&lt;br /&gt;dunno where that came from but i like that word lol&lt;br /&gt;k wll all for now!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:20170</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-04T21:21:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-05T04:30:22Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-05T04:30:22Z</updated>
    <lj:music>vermillion pt. 2 yes again (fuck u if u care)</lj:music>
    <content type="html">all i have to say is fuck u fred...i dont get u and u i tell u alot of stuff yet u ..practically deceived me in a way!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:19752</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-02T20:05:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-03T03:16:07Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-03T03:16:07Z</updated>
    <lj:music>stone sour</lj:music>
    <content type="html">god damnit&lt;br /&gt;i hate when I dont know what people think of me&lt;br /&gt;like honestly&lt;br /&gt;and the thing is that i dont even know what my closest freidns think of me&lt;br /&gt;and that scares me&lt;br /&gt;becuz they could be saying im a huge bitch behind my back&lt;br /&gt;that just bugs me alot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s. my b-days next sunday&lt;br /&gt;w00t&lt;br /&gt;its not on a school day..sniff&lt;br /&gt;o well!!!&lt;br /&gt;and i have hole in my jeans&lt;br /&gt;so i need to find out how to make another hole in the other knee without totally screwing up my pants&lt;br /&gt;o well..ill just callit like..vintage? lol</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:19489</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-02T19:23:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-03T02:37:19Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-03T02:37:19Z</updated>
    <lj:music>please dont let it go</lj:music>
    <content type="html">ok so today i ended up going with fred, zach (yay) and max&lt;br /&gt;it was sooo interesting&lt;br /&gt;actually it wasnt that weird...&lt;br /&gt;all i remember specifically was fred and max strangling zach&lt;br /&gt;umm...seeing meet the fockers(again)&lt;br /&gt;other stuff...(;])&lt;br /&gt;annnd like...max dancing alot&lt;br /&gt;oh and im very jealous of this hat max bought...it had a flower...but he took it off&lt;br /&gt;it still rocked...&lt;br /&gt;and then i got home, looked in the mirror and i looked like a fucking racoon on steroids! my makeup got all screwy and due to the fact that i was with all guys no one could tell me to fix it..nooo more of those movie trips..theres gotta be at least one girl to make sure my makeups ok!&lt;br /&gt;aah!&lt;br /&gt;anywyas....im kinda bored now!&lt;br /&gt;today was fun tho...except for the fact when everyone yelled at me cuz i wouldnt walk around the pole...but its thier fault i didnt becuz i woulda if fred hadnt tried to like..push me and drag/carry me over ther...i dont wunna be pushed around, and he should know that by now (couh*fred im dissapointed in you* cough) then they said they'd hate me if didnt which made mne even more upset, and on top of that i had a terrible morning...but they couldnt have known that so i wont hold it agianst them,..but then after that everyone acted madat me&lt;br /&gt;and im kinda upset about that&lt;br /&gt;oh, and i've decided that im pretty damn stupid with ..like..everything!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so thats all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;hearts; Linz &amp;hearts;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:19439</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-02T11:40:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-02T18:58:23Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-02T18:58:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>vermillion pt. 2 ~slipknot~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">well, um..last night me and fred made plans to go to the movies..with claire i think&lt;br /&gt;and so i told him to call me in the morning..&lt;br /&gt;i woke up and saw 6 f-ing missed calls/..loser&lt;br /&gt;and so we r going to the movies!&lt;br /&gt;w00t&lt;br /&gt;i dunno what we r seeing&lt;br /&gt;but rite now im watching anne franks diary...its old but ok&lt;br /&gt;it made me cry&lt;br /&gt;O AND I SAW PHANTOM OF THE OPERA LAST NIGHT&lt;br /&gt;i was pised that that little shallow bitch choose the raul over the phantom&lt;br /&gt;dumb fag!&lt;br /&gt;lol... i woulda choosen the phantom thats al i have to say&lt;br /&gt;and the singin was really good&lt;br /&gt;its was just an awesome movie..&lt;br /&gt;anywyas&lt;br /&gt;im al read to go but hes at chruch haha!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;and im bored&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wtf i dont recall anne frank falling in love in the book...maybe im wrong&lt;br /&gt;anywyas bye&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;hearts; Linzey &amp;hearts;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:19102</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2005-01-01T11:45:00</title>
    <published>2005-01-01T19:58:41Z</published>
    <updated>2005-01-01T19:58:41Z</updated>
    <lj:music>tiny vessels ~deathcab for cutie~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;today, so far, got stung by six bee's!!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;theres like this huge hive outside and my dad didnt belive me! and i went under the tree to point it out and i accidentaly touched the tree and the bee's went bizurko!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;sniffel!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;o well..so anyways!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;last night was fun&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;went to c&amp;amp;c till like..12-1 in da morning! we bad!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;well it was with a youth group..not mine tho&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i dont relaly have ayouth group!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;anyways&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i have a humongo craving for pepsi on the count of im addicted and i havent had any in like...4 days..&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Twitch...&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;so yeah! im going to c phantom of the opera with my mom today...yeha im THAT big of a loser! &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;tomaorw me and fred are going to te nade tho!!! lemme know if u wunna go with us cuz fred doesnt like going alone with me...if im just that bad thats all u have to say jackass!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;o well..so yeah!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ANNND ive ben pretty damn bored the last 4 days..many of u know y!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;well ok like 2 of u!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;but still!!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;yeah thats it for now!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ill update 2nite after i get home&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2004-12-31T12:27:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-31T20:03:51Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-31T20:03:51Z</updated>
    <lj:music>emotional drought ~chevelle~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="2"&gt;My real name is: Lindsay&lt;br&gt;I may seem: ?happy?&lt;br&gt;Sometimes I feel: Sad?&lt;br&gt;In the morning: its the opposite of night?&lt;br&gt;If I could be doing anything right now I would: be out with my&amp;nbsp;freinds at an mcr concert&lt;br&gt;One thing I wish I had is: i dont wunna say on here&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="2"&gt;One thing I have that I wish I didn't have is: ...a stomach lol&lt;br&gt;First real date: uhhh peter piper pizza...4th grade..our moms were ther lol (sad eh?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="2"&gt;&lt;br&gt;First break-up: 4th grade,&amp;nbsp; he moved to mesa... met a girl on the first day of new school...amber...still remember&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="2"&gt;First self purchased album: whts that&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="2"&gt;First funeral: sisters (lets not talk about that)&lt;br&gt;First piercing/tattoo: none&lt;br&gt;First true love: ouch! au..nvm&lt;br&gt;Last cigarette: never&lt;br&gt;Last car ride: home from movie store last night&lt;br&gt;Last kiss: tehe...puuur...monday...4 days ago&lt;br&gt;Last good cry: last night&lt;br&gt;Last library book checked out: whats a library!?&amp;nbsp;&lt;br&gt;Last movie seen: theatre:the darkness...dumbest movie ever&lt;br&gt;Home/TV: napoleon dynamite this morning!&lt;br&gt;Last beverage drank: 7 up&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="2"&gt;Last food consumed: ceasar salad&lt;br&gt;Last phone call:&amp;nbsp;annie &lt;br&gt;Last shoes worn: etnies...i always wear these!&lt;br&gt;Last cd played: senses fail&lt;br&gt;Last item bought: j.c. sweater&lt;br&gt;Last annoyance: step dad&lt;br&gt;Last disappointment: about 3 months ago&lt;br&gt;Last time wanting to die: dont wunna sound depressed..but like..all the time&lt;br&gt;Last time scolded: tues. dad for calling him an a. hole&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="2"&gt;Last shirt worn: Shortys shirt&lt;br&gt;Last website visited: Livejournal duuuh!&lt;br&gt;Last words you said: um...holy hell 100!!! (then they took it away and gave me a twenty..thx mom...)&lt;br&gt;Last song you sang: atomic by tiger army&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="2"&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;What is in your cd player?: 3 cds (senses fail, chevelle, and mcr(old one tho)&lt;br&gt;What color socks are you wearing?: white&lt;br&gt;What Color of underwear are you wearing?: black&lt;br&gt;What's under your bed?: junk that im too lazy to put away&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;What time did you wake up today?: 8:30 thanks to annie!!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;.FUTURE.&lt;br&gt;Where do you want to go?: the movies with my b/f!&lt;br&gt;What is your career going to be?: hopefully some kinda designer ..or a crime scene investigator&lt;br&gt;Where are you going to live?: NYC&lt;br&gt;How many kids do you want?: 3&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;What kind of car(s)?: 1970 cutless supreme&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;.CURRENT.&lt;br&gt;Current mood: hyper&lt;br&gt;Current music: lady in a blue dress&lt;br&gt;Current taste: ceasar salad&lt;br&gt;Current hair: pony tail&lt;br&gt;Current annoyance(s):dad singing to stuff he doesnt know&amp;nbsp;&lt;br&gt;Current book(s): none...im too lazy to read&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Current time: 12:42&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I've Kissed Someone...&lt;br&gt;01. on the cheek~ yes&lt;br&gt;02. on the lips~ yes&lt;br&gt;03. on their hands or fingers~ yes&lt;br&gt;04. in my room~ no&lt;br&gt;05. in their room~ no&lt;br&gt;06. of the same sex~ tehe..maaaybe&lt;br&gt;07. of the opposite sex~ yes&lt;br&gt;09. younger than me~ yes&lt;br&gt;10. older than me~ yes&lt;br&gt;11. with jet black hair~ yes&lt;br&gt;12. with curly hair~ yes&lt;br&gt;13. with blonde hair &amp;amp; blue eyes~ yes&lt;br&gt;14. with flamming red hair~ no&lt;br&gt;15. with straight hair~ yea&lt;br&gt;16. smaller/shorter than me~ yes&lt;br&gt;17. bigger/taller than me~ yes&lt;br&gt;18. with a lip ring~ yes&lt;br&gt;19. who I had just met~ in person yes&lt;br&gt;20. who was homosexual~ bi but not homosexual&lt;br&gt;21. who I didn't really want to kiss~ no&lt;br&gt;22. on a holiday/birthday~? no&lt;br&gt;23. who was going out with someone close to me~ no&lt;br&gt;24. who was my good friend's brother or sister~ no&lt;br&gt;25. who had been/is in jail ~ eh probation not jail&lt;br&gt;26. in a graveyard~ no&lt;br&gt;27. at a show/concert~ no&lt;br&gt;28. at the beach~ no&lt;br&gt;29. in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water~ no&lt;br&gt;30. who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with~ ...maybe&lt;br&gt;31. with dyed hair~ uhhh no&lt;br&gt;32. with a shaved head~ no&lt;br&gt;33. who was/is my good friend~ now they are but at the time no&lt;br&gt;34. who was/is in a band~ yes&lt;br&gt;35. who has tattoos~ no&lt;br&gt;36. who is of a completely different race then me~ no&lt;br&gt;37. in the rain~ no but ive always wanted to...&lt;br&gt;38. in another continent besides where I was born~ no&lt;br&gt;39. with an accent~ no&lt;br&gt;40. with an std~ not that i know of...ew&lt;br&gt;41. on a boat~ no&lt;br&gt;42. in a car/taxi/bus~ yes&lt;br&gt;43. on a plane~ no&lt;br&gt;44. at the circus/carnival~ no&lt;br&gt;45. with a missing body part~ no&lt;br&gt;46. in the movies~ DUH&lt;br&gt;47. eskimo style~ ...whats that!?&lt;br&gt;1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?: ALOT!&lt;br&gt;2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?: didnt keep then but i plan on keeping this years&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;3. Did anyone close to you give birth?: no&lt;br&gt;4. Did anyone close to you die?: not close to me but a friend..o wait yeah and my gradnpa!&lt;br&gt;5. What countries did you visit?: none&lt;br&gt;6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?: more boyfrineds lol&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?: july 6th...not telling&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?: becoming less fat&lt;br&gt;9. What was your biggest failure?: not being happy!&lt;br&gt;10. Did you suffer illness or injury?: alot&lt;br&gt;11. What was the best thing you bought?: sterio w00t!&lt;br&gt;12. Whose behavior merited celebration?: friends&lt;br&gt;13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?: Austin and parents&lt;br&gt;14. Where did most of your money go?: towards me&lt;br&gt;15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?: the thing thats gone now..not saying anything :x&lt;br&gt;16. What song will always remind you of 2004?: anything by slipknot lol..(fred lol)&lt;br&gt;17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i) happier or sadder?: sadder ii)&amp;nbsp; thinner or fatter?:&amp;nbsp;thinner iii) richer or poorer?: umm poorer&lt;br&gt;18. What do you wish you'd done more of?: more of thnking of others before me&lt;br&gt;19. What do you wish you'd done less of?: hitting people&lt;br&gt;20. How will you be spending Christmas?: x-mas is over and i spent it with fam.&lt;br&gt;22. Did you fall in love in 2004?: yeah but its over...not my fault lol&lt;br&gt;23. How many one-night stands?: Im thirteen!!&lt;br&gt;24. What was your favorite TV program?: made&lt;br&gt;25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?: eden ( id otn hate her but we arent friends) and i dunno anyone else&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;26. What was the best book you read?: The Last Book In The Universe&lt;br&gt;27. What was your greatest musical discovery?: umm..thats hard cuz everything i listen to was discovered by me this year and i love it all sooo much...definately mcr tho!!!&lt;br&gt;28. What did you want and get?: digi cam&lt;br&gt;29. What did you want and not get?: a person...drop it! and an ipod&lt;br&gt;30. What was your favorite film of this year?: napoleon dynamite&lt;br&gt;31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?: saw a movie witha&amp;nbsp; shitload of friends /13&lt;br&gt;32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?: i dont wunna talk about it&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?: i dunno!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?: haha u said fancy...ummm like...jon heder&amp;nbsp;&lt;br&gt;36. What political issue stirred you the most?: gay marriage and war&lt;br&gt;37. Who did you miss?: justine, we never hang out anymore&lt;br&gt;38. Who was the best new person you met?: fred, zach, austin&lt;br&gt;39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: If your worry about your reputation now then you'll regret every choice u made eventually&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road&lt;br&gt;Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go&lt;br&gt;So make the best of this test, and don't ask why&lt;br&gt;It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.&lt;br&gt;I hope you had the time of your life.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind&lt;br&gt;Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time&lt;br&gt;Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial&lt;br&gt;For what it's worth it was worth all the while&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. &lt;br&gt;I hope you had the time of your life. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. &lt;br&gt;I hope you had the time of your life. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. &lt;br&gt;I hope you had the time of your life.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;(its corny but its true!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:18002</id>
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    <title>MTV(7 question) personality quiz: Female version</title>
    <published>2004-12-31T17:56:57Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-31T17:56:57Z</updated>
    <lj:music>All That's Left ~thrice~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">1. If I were on "The Real World" which part would I play(eg. the bitch,drunken idiot, etc.)?~x~&lt;br /&gt;2. If I were on "True Life" what would the title of the episode be?~x~&lt;br /&gt;3. If I were on "Made", what should I be made into?~x~&lt;br /&gt;4. If I were in a music video, what band would it be for, what song, and what would my part be?~x~&lt;br /&gt;5. If I were on "Laguna Beach" would I be the Morgan, Christina, Lo, L.c., Or Krysten of the group(explain why)?~x~&lt;br /&gt;6. What Mtv star (male) would I date?~x~&lt;br /&gt;7. Identify me to one person on mtv frequently and explain why I remind you of them?~x~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;marquee&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Answer these!!!!!&amp;lt;333&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Linzey &amp;lt;3&amp;lt;3&amp;lt;3&amp;lt;3&amp;lt;3&amp;lt;3 &amp;hearts;&lt;/marquee&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:17872</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2004-12-29T17:22:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-30T00:24:12Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-30T00:24:12Z</updated>
    <lj:music>bleed american ~j.e.w~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i found this in jessica's lj~~~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3 10 questions-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the girls:&lt;br /&gt;1. If I died today, what would you do?:&lt;br /&gt;2. If I was crying over a guy, what would you do?:&lt;br /&gt;3. If you heard that my boyfriend was cheating on me but you promised you wouldn't tell me, would you tell me anyways?:&lt;br /&gt;4. Do you honestly love me as a friend?:&lt;br /&gt;5. How many times would you visit me in the hospital if I was dying?:&lt;br /&gt;6. Do you ever talk about me behind my back?:&lt;br /&gt;7. Do I pop up in conversations daily (in the good way, or bad)?:&lt;br /&gt;8. Has a guy ever asked you if I was single/for my number/about me?:&lt;br /&gt;9. How would you describe me to someone who's never meet me?:&lt;br /&gt;10. Is there anything about me you envy or anything about me you hate?:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the guys:&lt;br /&gt;1. If I died today, what would you do?:&lt;br /&gt;2. Do you talk about me when I'm not around? If so, good or bad?:&lt;br /&gt;3. What's a physical characteristic about me that you dislike?:&lt;br /&gt;4. What's a physical characteristic about me you do like?:&lt;br /&gt;5. Am I a guys girl? Or am I more of a girlfriend type?:&lt;br /&gt;6. Would you date me?:&lt;br /&gt;7. If I said I love you, how would you react?:&lt;br /&gt;8. Do guys talk bad about me behind my back?:&lt;br /&gt;9. How would you classify me? (any adjective):&lt;br /&gt;10. Have you ever wanted to kiss me?:</content>
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    <title>all i heard was sacrifice?</title>
    <published>2004-12-29T17:17:23Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-29T17:17:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>bleed american ~jimmy eat world</lj:music>
    <content type="html">wow i hurt my hand&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well a couple days ago..&lt;br /&gt;i just never wrote about it&lt;br /&gt;i tried to catch scissors and the blade kiled my hand...&lt;br /&gt;it hurts like a bitch but it doesnt look gorss anymore&lt;br /&gt;but yesterday fredmade me give him a high five and i was stupid and made it hurt more...&lt;br /&gt;it still hurts fred...it still hurts...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;:(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;333&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lindsay</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:17370</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2004-12-29T09:25:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-29T16:32:54Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-29T16:32:54Z</updated>
    <lj:music>slow dance ~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">oooo wow im tired...&lt;br /&gt;and kinda bored&lt;br /&gt;and im not on aim...cuz im too lazy to get outa my room n go to the other comp&lt;br /&gt;and now im watching buffy the vampire slayer&lt;br /&gt;:D&lt;br /&gt;its weird lately, like everything going right, but it feels weird lol&lt;br /&gt;which is a good weird!&lt;br /&gt;and im tired, heres my plan for today:&lt;br /&gt;get dressed (all that jazz)&lt;br /&gt;go to saks to exchange j.c. sweater for white instead of black&lt;br /&gt;come home and put on p.j.'s&lt;br /&gt;sleep till mom comes...&lt;br /&gt;sleep in car on way to moms &lt;br /&gt;and sleep at moms&lt;br /&gt;~~~~~~~~~~&lt;br /&gt;w00t&lt;br /&gt;i&amp;lt;3 sleeping!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ive been trying to fix my user pic allll friggen morning..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its not working&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and my 14th b-day is next sunday!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my dads leaving for 4 weeks on the 16th and im actually gonna miss him&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and yesterday i wanted to hang out with a certain two people, but ones in another state&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well...i'm gonna update later..or not not sure yet! i just like the comments;...even tho i barely ever gte any!!! hint hint!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3 &lt;br /&gt;Linz&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;marquee&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*~comment on how u'd sum me up in 3 words~*~ &amp;lt;333&lt;/marquee&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:16293</id>
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    <title>bound to fall full force</title>
    <published>2004-12-28T06:40:29Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-28T06:40:29Z</updated>
    <lj:music>my plague ~slipknot~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;uh went to movies&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;just ...walked around...&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;went into borders, and met this guy (johnny) and started conversation&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;then we met his friend whos name i cant spell so im not gona try due to the amount of exhaustion that im experiencing right now&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;but they were soooo cool&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;they told us to...ejaculate in a bitches mouthwash&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;lol&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;then we all went to coffee plantation spent the entire nite there&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;omfg im a dumbass i forgot to mention that im going out with zach&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;yeah&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;so...thats rad&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and freds back so i will have someon to go to the movies with while zachs gon&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;anyways&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;im tired and cant finish!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i havent listened to slipknot in a whiel so i am now and it feels good lol&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;~*~Linz~*~&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:16008</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2004-12-27T15:44:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-27T22:58:51Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-27T22:58:51Z</updated>
    <lj:music>no idea what im listening to</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ok..woke up too late to go to the services&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;annie called andasked for a ride to the thing that was after wards&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and then zach didnt have a ride..&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;we picked up zach and annie, got there helped outa bit putting out food and stuff&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;people got there &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;we hung out&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;amanda spilled dr. pepper!! haha looooser!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;umm..hung out with zach then drove annie home&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;went home...im here...o yeah pimped out journal!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i think..wel actually i think annies a buttface...&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;she knows what im talking about&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;u didnt have to rush it! dumbie head!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and wat ever the reasoning was...i was gettgin crap from my frineds...&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and quite honestly...u guys i love u but y the hell would u do that!?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;u made me feel like shit, which is weird cuz u guys have never ben like that to me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;but w/e it didnt phase me it just pissed me off&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;btw some peoples opinions are a bit unfair..and say what u want i dont care but id expect a differne t responce out of my frineds...&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;but yeah&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;im like...uber bored&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;going to the movies tonight&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;fun fun fun&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;annnd i wunna c fat albert!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;guys its monday&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and im going to the movies!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;o and i miss fred lol&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i have no one to walk to walgreens with!!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(to buy a tie, or a razor, or batteries) lol&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;o and justine if u read this..its sooo friggen hard to get ahold of u!!!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;jus so u know!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;~*~ Linzey~*~&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ooh and btw...for my birthday im geting a new bed...its a circle!! a cricular bed!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:15806</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2004-12-27T14:16:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-27T21:23:49Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-27T21:23:49Z</updated>
    <lj:music>youre so last summer~taking back sunday~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">have u seen my f-ing lj?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hot huh?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i know&lt;br /&gt;i agree&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*~comment pweeze!~*~</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:15251</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2004-12-26T17:22:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-27T00:49:13Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-27T00:49:13Z</updated>
    <lj:music>the artist in the ambulance ~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;lt;img src="&lt;a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v613/MissingAutumn9/e472dd81.jpg"&gt;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v613/MissingAutumn9/e472dd81.jpg&lt;/a&gt;"&amp;gt; me eating my x-mas din din!&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;this is me being gay&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;the opne of jess is lost..so ill post it lata&lt;/p&gt;
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:14668</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2004-12-26T11:38:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-26T18:55:37Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-26T19:38:25Z</updated>
    <lj:music>still running ~chevelle~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">hope you had a nice holiday!
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;well...yesterday morning, got up at about 6..got ready, went to aunt's house.&amp;nbsp; opened gifts all i got was like tooons of money! and gift cards to the movies! then i got sooooo bored so me and my cuzin went to hang out with her friend ashlee...she was a big bitch! then we got tired of puting up with her bitchy-ness so we went back home and my mom gave me permission to spend the night so i did, then me and my cuzin got hungry but we didnt want all that fancy christmas food so we walked to mcdonalds in the freezing cold...then i caled zach on the way..&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;then we got to mcdonalds to see it was closed..so we went to the gas station and bought a hot dog(for me) and three taquitos (for jessi)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;we ate them in front of safeway i tried to eat in the little blue car in front but it weas too uncomfortable&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;so we took some pictures while we were eating&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;then my cuz wanted a refill so i went in and came back out and found out she was talking to zach even tho i begged her not to..i was a little mad but i got over it later on in the night and if u were there u'd know why&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and zachs friend chris kept hitting on my cuzin and it was pissing her off cuz she has a real steady boyfrined&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;we got home from eating and my family and some other people wanted to play poker and so they payed us to watch bryce...(the baby) for like 2 hours...got 10$ niiice!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i was on the phone the whole time tho and i felt bad cuz jess did all the watching and i layed around talking&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;but the kid kept busy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;he was listening to usher on the headphones i have pictures of him dancing to it..ill post the pics later!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;well we started to watch teletubbies with him and then he left and we still kept watching!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;then we played poker on ps2 with a colombian drug lord!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;annnd then we went to sleep cuz we were exhausted&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i have pics of my cuzin who thniks shes ugly and i think shes stupid &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and of bryce&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and of me eating a hotdog...its very..flattering?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;thats it!&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:missing_autumn9:13971</id>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2004-12-24T13:09:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-24T20:10:16Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-24T20:10:16Z</updated>
    <lj:music>transatlanticism ~deathcab for cutie~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">1. Give me your number?&lt;br /&gt;2. Have sex with me?&lt;br /&gt;3. Let me kiss you?&lt;br /&gt;4. Watch a movie with me... Even a really sappy one?&lt;br /&gt;5. Let me take you out to dinner?&lt;br /&gt;6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?&lt;br /&gt;7. Take a shower with me?&lt;br /&gt;8. Be my boyfriend/girlfriend?&lt;br /&gt;9. Have a fling with me?&lt;br /&gt;10. Listen to me if I called you crying? Even if you were out with all of your friends?&lt;br /&gt;11. Buy me a drink if I didnt have money?&lt;br /&gt;12. Take me home for the night?&lt;br /&gt;13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?&lt;br /&gt;14. Sing car karaoke with me?&lt;br /&gt;15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?&lt;br /&gt;16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?&lt;br /&gt;17. Come pick me up at 3 AM because my car ran out of gas, in the middle of nowhere?&lt;br /&gt;18. Do you think I'm pretty, beautiful, or hot?&lt;br /&gt;19. Do you like my style?&lt;br /&gt;20. Do you think I'm funny?&lt;br /&gt;21. Do you care about me?&lt;br /&gt;22. Would you cry if I died?&lt;br /&gt;23. Would you stop me if I tried to commit suicide?&lt;br /&gt;24. Would you dance with me?&lt;br /&gt;25. Would you sing happy birthday to me?&lt;br /&gt;26. Would you hold my hair back at a party as I'm throwing up due to intoxication?</content>
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    <title>missing_autumn9 @ 2004-12-24T10:26:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-24T17:36:31Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-24T17:36:31Z</updated>
    <lj:music>vampires will never hurt you ~mcr~</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;~~&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;have you ever noticed how difficult things are to deal with when there wasnt closure&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;like, its funny how somehting as simple as saying goodbye, talking about somehting that happened between you and a friend, or like..catching a serial killer and looking into his face...u catch my drift&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;its reaaaally hard to deal with things, when you cant c the outcome&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;usually i can c the outcome, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;or a few outcomes for one situation&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;but when i dont, it like tears me apart&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and its all i think about until it either fades away(these situations i regret letting go) or finally do get a resolution&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;is it just me or does this happen to everyone&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;~*~LiNzEy~*~&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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